This week has been hard. I try to write but everything is one big yucky blur.
So dot points it is.
This week.........
The car was fixed, but had no rego. Now we have rego. Yay. A month out of rego is not a good thing... (stress)
The house is coming along. Finally.
Nathan's nan passed away. I felt awkward and sad. I don't really know what to do with someone elses grieving...just a lot of hugs I guess. (more stress)
We had to get someone to babysit Emily for the service on Tuesday as we weren't allowed to take her. (stress)
Mum and Dad stepped in. (more stress)
I knew it would be trouble when mum asked how to heat up a bottle. (stress)
I had to leave mum instructions which made us late. (stress)
I had to leave early from the service to get to work on time. (more stress)
There was no way I would have gotten to work on time. (stress)
Nathan wouldn't pick Emily up so I had to go. (Argument with Nathan)
I rang mum on the way home and Emily was screaming her head off and refusing the bottle. (stress)
I made a 15 minute trip to mum and dads in 6 minutes flat. (stress)
Emily was happily eating a banana when I got there. (relieved and slightly annoyed)
By this point I was an hour late for work and told I didn't need to come in. Too bad I didn't get the message though and was still rushing to get to work. (second argument with Nathan for the day)
I was so stressed on this particular day that I cried about 5 times.
The next day I took Emily and we went shopping with Belinda and Lucas.
That was a nice day.
Yesterday Nathan actually paid some bills, then we had a counter meal for dinner.
Today I got up at 4am to take Nathan to work as I wanted the car for the day.
so now it is 7:30am and Emily is sleeping on my lap as I make a plan of action for today!
I don't think dot points convey the way I felt this week. I felt like everything was climbing on top of me and weighing me down. It wasn't fun.